emoness

Suffocating.
In this piece of wasteland.

Im totally EMO now.
Not even WGM can save me now.
Just not in the mood of laughing when the line is LAGGING n lagging n lagging n lagging n.....
=="

I can now completely understand those who was forced to do something one is not willing to do so.
E.g. Taking up med course even though one's interest is art. Mine is something similar too.
Being forced by some big people, it sucks. Loads.

First, they give you high hopes and great outlook.
"It is great. You have to do this. I know you can for sure. You will success."

When you started did bad, they blame.
"I was way better than you when I was in your age. Do you know how tough I am?? You don't know. Now don't come bragging with me about your not important bad feeling!"

Lastly, there are three endings.

(1)
You attempted with all ur effort. But you got depressed as time passed. You rebel and got boycott/left out.

(2)
You tried hard. But keep failing and has been very depressed. You keep trying. But got more depressed. You couldn't stand it anymore. You q urself.

(3)
You tried and become successful. But you was not happy with your life. Thinking that "Will  my life stuck like this forever?". You become old faster. And die young.

:P  

I hate this kind of life. Unfortunately, it's MY life.

::FIN::

Off day

Goshhh.. i finally got my off day.
ONCE after working continuously (non-stop) for 13 days.

The shop manager and so called senior sounded like they're so great to give me an off day. ==" Yes, im a part time. So what? Im not supposed to get off day? FYL.. This is so not what you told me when i came interview.
"Off day? Ohh.. We'll arrange accordingly." Owh yeah? Where the hell is the arrangement?

This job is so bad and in my opinion, not worthwhile to take on.

- Working everyday (7days a week) on morning 7 until evening.
Damn tiring. And yet, you tell me we part timer arent supposed to have ANY off day? 

- Arrogant seniors. They just like to bully us newbies like we've got no knowledge.
Im just trying to be patient and responsible. Seriously if I'm the customer, I'll be so frus with that kind of attitude of yours and will never go back to you ever. Pfft.

- Working on public hol and it's a saturday you know.
No triple? Fine. How about double? Omgy. Only for FULL TIME? What kind of workers' policy is that?

- The workplace atmosphere is totally a "X". Dead. Especially when there's no customers.
Gahhhhhh.. so bored until im falling asleep while working. Im still standing you know?? Imagine what kind of atmosphere is that~ Ossssh~


I'm bragging alot? Dont mind 'kay? My mood was seriously down when i got the fact that part timer is like a taken for granted. I felt I've got offended. Sad.

Okay! After bragging it out, i felt EASY again. Hahhhhh~ *relief*

I'm now addicted to a Korean variety show "We Got Married" (abbv: WGM). Currently watching the Adam couples(JoKwon & GaIn)' episodes. Damn hilarious. ROFL. Cant stop laughing at all!! My mood turns better after i watched this show. :) Who said people can live without entertainment, BS! Might as well be a robot then. Ryte? Haha! :P

::FIN::

2011

Hey there! Happy two-thousand-eleven!! :)
*sorry for this late wish, im too lazy + tired to blog before that*

Start to work part time. Shop assistant. As a result of the "nagging" of my parents (i got so fed up, grrr, and hell! They didnt keep their promise!!) , im so not willing to work. Darn... this is not in my plan. My plan is peace, you know, P-E-A-C-E!!!!!! I went interview anyway (thinking that probably the boss wouldnt take me, lols, actually i went there twice but missed the person-in-charge twice, but now... eh hem, u know la~) First day of work, so messy. Gotta learn almost everything up in 8 hrs. And after the day ended, i was nearly a disabled. Nearly. Standing straight for 8 hrs is no kidding mannn~~ My poor legs~ TT^TT

Never mind, i will bear with it. The job is just for one month time only. After i got my salary, im going to spend that buying me GOOD stuff. So far my wish list has:
- CD player (Gahh, my 6-year-old radio starts being nasty recently >3<)
- iPod Touch (This is not confirmed yet. Dont think one month salary can buy one of those. Anyway, just list it for fun.)
- ??? (Not known yet.)

This is just the 2nd day of work, I think im doing better now, compared to yesterday~ Lets just hope for the better for the rest 29 days. xD And im so gladdddddddddddd that i had a partner in workplace!! I was surprised to see her appearing as a part time newbie (like me) on the 1st day of work. She's my friend's sis/was my junior in high school. Real good news is we're working in the SAME shift. Partly because of this, im more willing to continue the job. At least I've got someone I know to share thoughts, chatting and hav lunch with. Im lucky, I guess~ Haha!

BTW, forgive me coz i might not able to blog for this whole month, my job is PLAIN tiring plus im going to have painful feet for the rest of my January 2011. =3=

Aiks.

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