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Sunday, March 31, 2013

Almost a Desperado

Posted by ★ Steorra ★ at 7:47 AM 0 star✰shines
Nightmares.. I thought they should would stay above my bed.

I t-h-o-u-g-h-t.

Is it not?

In fact, they do happen in reality.

Embracing my dreams, hoping that they would come true.

However, reality just won't agree to my way.

Instead, I've got something called "desperate".

I wouldn't want to bound to it.

Not me. And definitely not my dreams.

After all, hard work don't really earn you anything, I guess.

"Success is 99% hard work and 1% luck" only applies to The Great Edison.

Not to me. Not to you. Not to NOW.

The philosophy now is "Hard work is just the basic".

Victory is still 50% luck and 50% talent. See?

What has made of Hard Work? Barely a 1%.

That makes me Almost a Desperado.


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Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Sienz Ar Sienz

Posted by ★ Steorra ★ at 8:24 AM 0 star✰shines
The title looks a bit like foreign language if you don't understand Rojak language. *grin*

Hi blog! I'm here again~ Implying that I'm too free to do nothing. Currently I'm no more a student, not yet a graduate, and unemployed - a michong (米虫). It's very sienz (Hokkien: boring) staying like a michong... Sadly, I'm gonna live like this until I have further plans. Whatever plan will do, as long as I want it.

Talking about plans, actually I do did have a holiday to-do-planning. Nonetheless, as days had passed, none of them seem like coming true. LOL A lot of factors involved and srsly I doesn't want to discuss 'em here. The main issue of all is, I'm doing myself a lip service. Didn't put effort more than that to execute the plan. Thus, I envy my siblings, they seems....busy.

Pardon my stupid complaint/bragging, emptiness can drive me somewhat mad sometimes, especially late at night and I can't push myself to sleep early (and be a good kid). [Hey! I ain't a kid anymore. So sad~ Whatever..] Forget about this after you read, I'm used to be be ignored anyway. (you must have thought you wasted your time reading, in fact I'm wasting mine to write this lol Fair enough? I guess.) Haha..

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Okay, something for sharing in case someone decided to throw me rotten eggs and stones for the mumbling above. I watched this anime <Kids on the Slope> over my SWOT (aka study for exam) week. I found its OST truly amusing, the jazz pieces impressed me, if I was given one word to describe it, it would be love <3

This song is one of my favorites found in the OST - <Lullaby of Birdland>. The original song is indeed an oldies (very old one because the anime set its time at the 60s) but this covered version is so beautiful! *hearts* The singer is a Japanese but I guess you won't figure it out if you had only listen to the song.

Now, sit back Now, load, sit back and enjoy the song. :)


Lullaby of Birdland
Covered by Teshima Aoi
 From the <Sakamichi no Apollon> OST

Lyrics:

'Lullaby of Birdland', that's what I
always hear, when you sigh

Never in my woodland
Could there be words to reveal 
in a phrase how I feel.

Have you ever heard two turtle doves
bill and coo when they love
That's the kind of magic music
we make with our lips, when we kiss.

*And there's a weepy ol' willow,
he really knows how to cry...
That's how I'd cry in my pillow,
if you should tell me farewell and goodbye.

'Lullaby of Birdland' whisper low
kiss me sweet and we'll go.
Flyin' high in Birdland
high in the sky up above
We're in love *

*Repeat*

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It's raining outside now, have a sweet dream, I hope :)

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Monday, November 19, 2012

Lone Conductor ~寂寞导体~

Posted by ★ Steorra ★ at 5:30 AM 0 star✰shines
Seems like I just activated my blog recently. *hum*

I tends to come here when I'm feeling down. Warui nee.. Sorry for the negativity. Don't blame a sick people will 'ya~ *cough cough* The phlegm residing in my lungs is giving me a hell lot of pain and trouble. Anything fun is not fun anymore with this condition. Perhaps the one up there in heaven was trying to tell me that I did not suffer enough. Hah! Or that is my body cannot withstand this freedom.. Darn. That's why all these happening when I can finally had some peace..

Losing my voice is not something very favorable. Feel so bad when I can't even finish singing a single song without coughing... That's one of my favorite routines in life! How cruel is that... :'( sob sob~ You know how people tends to think too much when they have nothing to do. I'm fit in that bunch right now. My brain seems to degrade as well. *groan* That's the price I paid for being free. XD

Another thing is I'm always fit in with lonely. I'm becoming more and more friendly with it nowadays. Shikatanai yo ne.. My sisters have their own boys (and other stuffs like work & study) to deal with -- with the exception of my kid sis who's cool about her "still child"-like life. I can hardly ask them to do anything with me. All my friends seems to be enjoying (or not, suffering) their hectic dailies. I'm not saying that it's a bad thing, my friend (in case you're reading), not a single negative idea is intended in any means. You see, I'm just implying that i'm naturally a lone-conductor, and I too enjoy the moments & bits of being alone. ;)

The jazz music playin' in my radio,
the sound of me typing,
the aroma of my favorite tea,
the light shined through the window,
the feel of me being the only existence....

(brake sound)

Too bad.. maybe I just don't have the right atmosphere in my house. None is happening at the lone moment. Instead... =="

The noise as a result of neighbor's house renovation,
the endless argues from the Taiwanese drama (mom's watching),
the smell of owwhh... (strong) AAA-grade Durian (dad's eating),
the light...ning and depressed-looking sky,
the only existence...???
Forget about it please. *roll eyes*

Remember I said I enjoy being alone? Add on!! When the atmosphere is there. This is a little bit about science, conductor only conducts when the right medium is present.

Well.. that's all for today. Signing off.

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Sunday, November 11, 2012

Being an A.D.U.L.T.

Posted by ★ Steorra ★ at 8:15 AM 0 star✰shines
I officially got myself out of the in-between-teen-n-adult period and now a purely Otono now.

It was the day after my last exam in my three-years uni life.
Now I'm not a student anymoreee.. How weird to think so..
You see, I've been a student like "forever" (since three+) and..
Biung~ Time flies like nobody's business..
When I realized it, I'm free from my student title already.

Tata~ TT_TT My student life~ *wave handkerchief*

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So.. After the stressful session, I went to Genting with my mom n kid sis. Then I went in to a legal casino for the first time in my life. Cool not? (In case you're wondering, no.. I didn't gamble. *Ii ko desu*
I just went in to register for a membership card.) When I tried to go in, the staff stopped me for my ID card. And he looked at the card for some moment as if trying to calculate my age. Rofl~

Then, my mom very -happily- dumped me and my youngest sis to the theme park. Of course, it's something I promised her to do. Keke..
But it was t.i.r.i.n.g.... 
Luckily, my sis was good enough for not giving me trouble all day long.
(or maybe I'm stern enough so she don't dare to do so.. Hiak hiak~)
I'm saying this 'cz u know how small kids can throw tantrums~
(And I seriously cannot stand when a child did this to me. *fire*)

LOLL

We ended up playing quite a number of rides despite our painful, tired legs.. One thing I don't quite like for the theme park to place their attractions too far away. Hard enough for us to find where is the waiting queue. (Especially the indoor park).

Overall it was quite joyful but duh.. This is Msia. The experience definitely differs from the one in JP. Omo.
Most of the staffs were so unfriendly! and they were so blackfaced! (in chinese). I'm so ashamed as a local when some receptionists cannot even speak basic english. =.=|||

The "best" part of the day where I got really heated up is
when I asked for directions, a very "act smart" staff simply told me a WRONG place! Hey! I'm not that freak expecting the staff to definitely know the place but HOW DARE YOU ASK ME TO GO TO A FREAKING DESERT?!! Just tell ppl kindly that you don't know la. Whole day mood ruined by this moron staff. The worst thing is I brought my kid sis running herenthere like 2 phychos. Gomen nee imouto ><

The next day, my mom wanted to follow her friends to some temple walk (which I'm against, all temples look the same to me lolx) but v couldn't catch the shuttle. So plan cancelled. Then, I managed to steal some time for a girl "must do" - S.h.o.p.p.i.n.g.!! There were SALES ongoing! How could I miss that?! HAHA!


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Ohhh... being an adult doesn't really change any facts. Life goes on. I will just go on too. Wish me luck! ♣ ♠ ♥ ♦


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