Sienz Ar Sienz

The title looks a bit like foreign language if you don't understand Rojak language. *grin*

Hi blog! I'm here again~ Implying that I'm too free to do nothing. Currently I'm no more a student, not yet a graduate, and unemployed - a michong (米虫). It's very sienz (Hokkien: boring) staying like a michong... Sadly, I'm gonna live like this until I have further plans. Whatever plan will do, as long as I want it.

Talking about plans, actually I do did have a holiday to-do-planning. Nonetheless, as days had passed, none of them seem like coming true. LOL A lot of factors involved and srsly I doesn't want to discuss 'em here. The main issue of all is, I'm doing myself a lip service. Didn't put effort more than that to execute the plan. Thus, I envy my siblings, they seems....busy.

Pardon my stupid complaint/bragging, emptiness can drive me somewhat mad sometimes, especially late at night and I can't push myself to sleep early (and be a good kid). [Hey! I ain't a kid anymore. So sad~ Whatever..] Forget about this after you read, I'm used to be be ignored anyway. (you must have thought you wasted your time reading, in fact I'm wasting mine to write this lol Fair enough? I guess.) Haha..

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Okay, something for sharing in case someone decided to throw me rotten eggs and stones for the mumbling above. I watched this anime <Kids on the Slope> over my SWOT (aka study for exam) week. I found its OST truly amusing, the jazz pieces impressed me, if I was given one word to describe it, it would be love <3

This song is one of my favorites found in the OST - <Lullaby of Birdland>. The original song is indeed an oldies (very old one because the anime set its time at the 60s) but this covered version is so beautiful! *hearts* The singer is a Japanese but I guess you won't figure it out if you had only listen to the song.

Now, sit back Now, load, sit back and enjoy the song. :)

Lullaby of Birdland

Covered by Teshima Aoi

 From the <Sakamichi no Apollon> OST

Lyrics:

'Lullaby of Birdland', that's what I

always hear, when you sigh

Never in my woodland

Could there be words to reveal 

in a phrase how I feel.

Have you ever heard two turtle doves

bill and coo when they love

That's the kind of magic music

we make with our lips, when we kiss.

*And there's a weepy ol' willow,

he really knows how to cry...

That's how I'd cry in my pillow,

if you should tell me farewell and goodbye.

'Lullaby of Birdland' whisper low

kiss me sweet and we'll go.

Flyin' high in Birdland

high in the sky up above

We're in love ♥ *

*Repeat*

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It's raining outside now, have a sweet dream, I hope :)

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Lone Conductor ~寂寞导体~

Seems like I just activated my blog recently. *hum*

I tends to come here when I'm feeling down. Warui nee.. Sorry for the negativity. Don't blame a sick people will 'ya~ *cough cough* The phlegm residing in my lungs is giving me a hell lot of pain and trouble. Anything fun is not fun anymore with this condition. Perhaps the one up there in heaven was trying to tell me that I did not suffer enough. Hah! Or that is my body cannot withstand this freedom.. Darn. That's why all these happening when I can finally had some peace..

Losing my voice is not something very favorable. Feel so bad when I can't even finish singing a single song without coughing... That's one of my favorite routines in life! How cruel is that... :'( sob sob~ You know how people tends to think too much when they have nothing to do. I'm fit in that bunch right now. My brain seems to degrade as well. *groan* That's the price I paid for being free. XD

Another thing is I'm always fit in with lonely. I'm becoming more and more friendly with it nowadays. Shikatanai yo ne.. My sisters have their own boys (and other stuffs like work & study) to deal with -- with the exception of my kid sis who's cool about her "still child"-like life. I can hardly ask them to do anything with me. All my friends seems to be enjoying (or not, suffering) their hectic dailies. I'm not saying that it's a bad thing, my friend (in case you're reading), not a single negative idea is intended in any means. You see, I'm just implying that i'm naturally a lone-conductor, and I too enjoy the moments & bits of being alone. ;)

The jazz music playin' in my radio,
the sound of me typing,
the aroma of my favorite tea,
the light shined through the window,
the feel of me being the only existence....
(brake sound)

Too bad.. maybe I just don't have the right atmosphere in my house. None is happening at the lone moment. Instead... =="

The noise as a result of neighbor's house renovation,
the endless argues from the Taiwanese drama (mom's watching),
the smell of owwhh... (strong) AAA-grade Durian (dad's eating),
the light...ning and depressed-looking sky,
the only existence...???
Forget about it please. *roll eyes*

Remember I said I enjoy being alone? Add on!! When the atmosphere is there. This is a little bit about science, conductor only conducts when the right medium is present.

Well.. that's all for today. Signing off.

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Post your title here...

Sometimes...

You know.. it will not turn out like what you had expected..

You know.. it is not going to be what you desired..

You just know.. in your heart.. in your mind..

And you know.. you're smart enough to tell..


However...

Deep in the heart core of yours.. there's still a little thing glowing..

Very faintly twinkling.. just a small dim light called "h-o-p-e"..

So dull and so gloomy.. that you hardly sees it, feels it..

And you stupidly relies on it.. Clinging on the poor thing..

The chances for you to hold on to it till the end is.. less than 1%..


Eventually...

Reality strikes you like a lightning.. Cruel enough to kill it..

The poor little thing ended up.. Bursting like the weak bubble..

Tell your heart not to cry.. Tell your mind not to let the tears down..

Tell yourself not to breakdown.. But you knew it's not working..


Fool!

What use to cry over something that you've already know?!

What use to feel sad, bitter, melancholic and broken-hearted?!

Seriously sick of all the dramas in you!! STOPPPP!!!

Pause all the fairytales you have! And play the FACT.


Fine!

The mind still sting.. even if you knew the ending..

The heart still bleed.. realizing the fact is a bloody stab..

You may.. Cried, scream & do anything that turns you into a mad man..

Cool down.. Embraced yourself & accept destiny as it had fated to be.

Being an A.D.U.L.T.

I officially got myself out of the in-between-teen-n-adult period and now a purely Otono now.

It was the day after my last exam in my three-years uni life.
Now I'm not a student anymoreee.. How weird to think so..
You see, I've been a student like "forever" (since three+) and..
Biung~ Time flies like nobody's business..
When I realized it, I'm free from my student title already.

Tata~ TT_TT My student life~ *wave handkerchief*

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So.. After the stressful session, I went to Genting with my mom n kid sis. Then I went in to a legal casino for the first time in my life. Cool not? (In case you're wondering, no.. I didn't gamble. *Ii ko desu*
I just went in to register for a membership card.) When I tried to go in, the staff stopped me for my ID card. And he looked at the card for some moment as if trying to calculate my age. Rofl~

Then, my mom very -happily- dumped me and my youngest sis to the theme park. Of course, it's something I promised her to do. Keke..
But it was t.i.r.i.n.g.... 
Luckily, my sis was good enough for not giving me trouble all day long.
(or maybe I'm stern enough so she don't dare to do so.. Hiak hiak~)
I'm saying this 'cz u know how small kids can throw tantrums~
(And I seriously cannot stand when a child did this to me. *fire*)

LOLL

We ended up playing quite a number of rides despite our painful, tired legs.. One thing I don't quite like for the theme park to place their attractions too far away. Hard enough for us to find where is the waiting queue. (Especially the indoor park).

Overall it was quite joyful but duh.. This is Msia. The experience definitely differs from the one in JP. Omo.
Most of the staffs were so unfriendly! and they were so blackfaced! (in chinese). I'm so ashamed as a local when some receptionists cannot even speak basic english. =.=|||

The "best" part of the day where I got really heated up is
when I asked for directions, a very "act smart" staff simply told me a WRONG place! Hey! I'm not that freak expecting the staff to definitely know the place but HOW DARE YOU ASK ME TO GO TO A FREAKING DESERT?!! Just tell ppl kindly that you don't know la. Whole day mood ruined by this moron staff. The worst thing is I brought my kid sis running herenthere like 2 phychos. Gomen nee imouto ><

The next day, my mom wanted to follow her friends to some temple walk (which I'm against, all temples look the same to me lolx) but v couldn't catch the shuttle. So plan cancelled. Then, I managed to steal some time for a girl "must do" - S.h.o.p.p.i.n.g.!! There were SALES ongoing! How could I miss that?! HAHA!


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Ohhh... being an adult doesn't really change any facts. Life goes on. I will just go on too. Wish me luck! ♣ ♠ ♥ ♦


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Joke or NO Joke

我超不喜欢某某人说话的。
觉得一个人长这么大了，怎么能够这么OOXX 呢？？

“你说话很讨人厌哦~”

居然还敢无关要紧的说“只是开玩笑”。
（我也讲你“你说话的时候很蠢”看！“只是开玩笑”~我够会咯！）

ELLO！
开玩笑也要有个限度的好不好？
更何况，当时我只是很普通地在聊天而已。

感觉超委屈的~~

讨厌这个词很严重耶！
怎么可以随便拿来开玩笑？！

觉得讨厌就别来跟人聊啊！
我又没在欢迎你！
自己踩进来了还酱讲别人…
==||| 不如先检讨检讨自己吧!
整天游手好闲、吃喝玩乐的人。

你！没资格。
 
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看看看！又在嚷嚷了~ DUH！