Steorra★Shines

The Abandoned

2012-02-15T06:59:00.000-08:00

See? I cannot slack. Once slack, forever slacking.. haha!
Resulted "The Abandoned Bloggie".

I'm truly SORRY my bloggie~ Mianhae! >3<

Okay, enough for my apology.
Just a simple update here to my readers.
I wondered if there's any nowadays...
I dont even know what's everybody doing now~ *sob*
I felt a lil bad. I think i'm no good in be-friend someone/everyone.

Keep in touch with everyone sounded easy. Why is it so hard for me?
Well... I think it's my personality. People tends to see me like i dont care them eh?
Actually I'm that type who *stalks* people's update rather than ask them directly.
Now you knows. *winks*

I've been in an short term exchange program during summer semester.
Guess I dont actually have to describe much here 'coz I did posted lotsa pics on fb.
And DO look at the captions!!! Or else u'll have no idea bout my life in SH. Okie dokie?

CNY had past... Valentines Day too... Only a week or so left school is starting again.
Omigawd!!! I'm already in my final year now..
Hmm.. That means~ I gotta start thinking bout my future - career/study/blabla..
WHICH IS SUPER DUPER BOTHERSOME!
I wonder is it too late for me to do an internship~

LIFE~ Y U NO BE MORE EASY FOR ME? Gahhhhhh! X____x
A piece of dead meat thinking about bothersome stuffs.
Lets pray i'll get some idea for it while my study roll on later :3

Bye for now. Sorry for this no-head-no-tail (:meaningless) post.

Reonning Maen (런닝맨)

2011-11-10T08:32:00.000-08:00

Dear readers, I had mixed feeling today.

Sad thing is, I think I screwed up my last paper >w<

Happy thing is, I regain my stress-less moments!

So yea.. Nyways, I'm not talking about my mood today. I've got enough "mood" so far.. XD

I did promised to write about this Korean variety show which has been a major cause for my procrastination and my NO.1 stress-reliever recently =)

Reonning Maen /런닝맨 / Running Man

From left to right
Above: Lee Gwang-soo, Yoo Jae-Suk, Song Joong-Ki, Ji Suk-Jin, Kim Jong-Kook
Below: Song Ji-Hyo, Kang Gary, Lizzy, Ha-Ha

Hosted by Yoo Jae Suk along with other cast members. I can't recognize most of the members initially. I just so happened to come across some of the SNSD's videos and found the RM clips on Youtube. The clip is too short so I went googled it to watch the full version. It sooo interesting and so I couldnt stop streaming other episodes.

Another reason that induce me watching this show is Yoo Jae Suk. I've known him from Family Outing and since then, I'm so impressed by his gag show~ Too funny HAHAHAHAAAA!!

Sorry, overly excited again. Btw, now I'm officially a fan of MC Yoo :)

That's why I totally dislike Sparta Kook~ Kim Jong Kook. LOL I know it's just a show.
But I'm totally biased towards Yooruce Willis* lo (*nickname of MC Yoo in games).
And people!! RM Episode 13 is just AWESOMEEEE and so epic!

If you haven watch, please go watch it! It's my BEST episode <3
Yoo Jae Suk incredibly escaped from the arrest of Sparta Kook and complete the mission on his own! I went so crazily happy after I watched that episode~ BIG LOVE. Daebak!!

Yippie!! I better utilize my 2 weeks holiday before summer semester starts. Woots!! Movies and popcorns! Here I comes!!!! Of course, not forgetting my lovey apple green Dell =))

Tata!!

::FIN::

Hard work not paid off

2011-11-02T20:40:00.000-07:00

Haix. Not that I'm exaggerating or what..

I'm so damn SAD bcoz the assignment that cost 40% internally
and I got only a Credit.

It's not like I do last minute work or wadeva.
I finished mine much earlier than the due date.
Summore I let the tutor checked on it
He said "Good! Good!" and what's THIS?

A CREDIT??

All my hardwork for this whole semester just a CREDIT?
Don't tell me I'm "kiasu" (in Hokkien) or what..
I dont effing CARE what's others' marks are.
Like SERIOUSLY.

If the credit is like near 70 also I can accept la
bcause its a group assignment
and I admit that the assignment presentation is not that "aligned"~

But what the hell is that? It's just 4 marks above PASS range!
I effing wanna eff people. *Sorry my mood not very good today*

2 finals papers taken. And both cannot finish on time.
The second one even "better" than the first.
15 minutes left, I'm still working on the second question.
There is like FIVE compulsory questions in total okay?!
Wtf is going on with me?????????

Haiz... Haizz.... Girl, Imma a second year going to be third.
Why is my month so not "soon" (in Hokkien) to me?
Never happened for the past 19+ years.
I cant even sleep for one minute the day b4 my paper.
2 papers. so 2 days. How do I live?
Aigoooooooooooooooo... (in Korean)

::FIN::

Die hard in exam

2011-10-28T06:08:00.000-07:00

This is so me. =="

Exam is so so so so so so so NEAR!

And i'm doing EXACTLY the same things
that are stated in the pic above. LOL

Aigooooooooo..

I can't help. I'm so addicted to Running Man!! <3

Now i'm officially Yoo Jae Suk fan. XD

RM episode 13 is so so so EPIC! *big lovee*

I shall blog about the show later (after my exams *wink*)
So STAY TUNED! ;)

Yaaaahh.. bout my finals.
Surprisingly, my first day is on the Halloween.
So should I wear a wig and make-up and partay in there?

The invigilators are so going to kill me if i did.

Kekekekekeke!!!

YAH! So c ya. Tata!

::FIN::

Frus Frus

2011-10-24T04:25:00.000-07:00

Aigooo. Feeling so frus right now. Y is everything so disadvantageous against me? T^T

Medical check again 2mr. :( Second time already, what u want me to expect?

I'm so *frus frus* Haix. Less than one week til first day of finals. Haix.

AHhh!! Jin-ja... TT__________TT

Stressed = Desserts

2011-10-14T05:25:00.000-07:00

[Panting]

Haaa huu..Haa

[Wooden sound]
Clak Clak Tum Clak..

Guess what I'm doing
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

Building S.T.R.E.S.S.
O.o~

I pant 'cos its HEAVY.

Mentally la, of course.

Okay. I mentioned in my last post that finals is around the corner.
Like WTF?! I haven even enjoy my uni life enough and..

The judgement is here already.
*sad*

So i'm building up my stress
Just in case i played too much. =P

And I have a small favour to ask.
.
.
.

Anyone could spare some nice desserts?

You see....
There's actually a reason why people eat desserts when they are stressed.

Yeappp. I dont think so it's coincidence too.

Candies! Candies! I want my Candies!

ケーキ！　ケーキ！　甘いケーキ！

*Watery mouth already*

Hmmm.. hmm!

:FIN::

My Prayer & A Student Prayer

2011-10-11T06:18:00.000-07:00

Momma said if i stayed up late then im going to age prematurely.
But what can i do, Momma??
I'm standing on my own feet.
>w<

---------------------------------------------------------------------------

A Student Prayer

This is not written by me.
It was shared by a uni friend of mine
and she said this stuck on her desk.
She thought its nice :) And so do I.

<3

Hence, I'm sharing it to you too, my dear readers.

Lord Jesus, I ask you for your help...
So that I will always know
How to be a better student
And help my knowledge grow.

Please give me understanding
So that I will clearly see
Which lessons are essential
And reveal the truth to me.

May I have the time to study
And improve my memory
So I won't forget the answers
No matter what the test may be.

Let me always keep on learning
Even when the class is done
May I use my knowledge wisely
So it works for everyone.

~The End~

---------------------------------------------------------------------------

Haha!! I duper love the first and second line of the third paragraph.
You know.. Exam is around the corner.
*gulp*

>3<
God, Puhleaseeeee improve my memory, san-kyuuuuu!

::FIN::

Secret Base ~What You Gave Me~

2011-09-25T20:24:00.000-07:00

Just happened to browse through the anime song site and dwld-ed this nice song (my sis said its super duper nice but i sort of ignored her last time LOL)

Indeed its a SAD song.

Talking about 2 good friends who is going to split up and go on their own way in life. They are sad about the farewell and promised to "not forget" the good old memories they shared since all those years they've been together. And so, they believe one day in future, they will meet each other again. ;') So sadddd ryte??

Originally by ZONE but the anime uses the cover version by the voice actresses. Both are nicely sung. I bet if u watched that anime, u'll cry like u're not urself. 'Coz the anime is about a deceased girl whose soul still remained together with her childhood friends so to realize a promise which was made before her death..

So yea.. Enjoy the song! Especially dedicated to my friends (^_^)/
I'm really really glad that we still keep in touch and I wish ALL THE BEST to you, no matter where you are and what u're doing. Please continue to keep in touch with me. And I love you guys! <3

--------------------------------------------------------------------------

secret base ~kimi ga kureta mono~ 10 years after ver.
Original: ZONE
Cover: Kayano Ai & Tomatsu Haruka & Hayami Saori

Kimi to natsu no owari shourai no yume
Ooki na kibou wasurenai
Juunen-go no hachigatsu mata deaeru no wo shinjite

Saikou no omoide wo...

Deai wa futto shita shukan kaerimichi no kousaten de
Koe wo kakete kureta ne "Issho ni kaerou"
Boku wa terekusasou ni
Kaban de kao wo kakushi-nagara
Hontou wa totemo totemo ureshikatta yo

Aa Hanabi ga yozora kirei ni saite
Chotto setsunaku
Aa Kaze ga jikan to tomo ni nagareru
Ureshikutte tanoshikutte
Bouken mo iroiro shita ne
Futari no himitsu no kichi no naka

Kimi to natsu no owari shourai no yume
Ooki na kibou wasurenai
Juunen-go no hachigatsu mata deaeru no wo shinjite

Kimi ga saigo made kokoro kara
"Arigatou" sakende 'ta koto shitte 'ta yo
Namida wo koraete egao de sayounara
Setsunai yo ne Saikou no omoide wo...

Aa Natsuyasumi mo ato sukoshi de owatchau kara
Aa Taiyou to tsuki nakayoku shite
Kanashikutte samishikute
Kenka mo iroiro shita ne
Futari no himitsu no kichi no naka

Kimi ga saigo made kokoro kara
"Arigatou" sakende 'ta koto shitte 'ta yo
Namida wo koraete egao de sayounara
Setsunai yo ne Saikou no omoide wo...

Totsuzen no tenkou de dou shiyou mo naku
Tegami kaku yo Denwa mo suru yo
Wasurenaide ne Boku no koto wo
Itsu made mo futari no kichi no naka

Kimi to natsu no owari Zutto hanashite
Yuuhi wo mite kara hoshi wo nagame
Kimi no hoho wo nagareta namida wa zutto wasurenai
Kimi ga saigo made ookiku te wo futte kureta koto kitto wasurenai
Da kara kou shite yume no naka de zutto eien ni...

Kimi to natsu no owari shourai no yume
Ooki na kibou wasurenai
Juunen-go no hachigatsu mata deaeru no wo shinjite

Kimi ga saigo made kokoro kara
"Arigatou" sakende 'ta koto shitte 'ta yo
Namida wo koraete egao de sayounara
Setsunai yo ne Saikou no omoide wo...

Saikou no omoide wo...

--------------------------------------------------------------------------

English Translation
Secret Base ~What You Gave Me~

I'll never forget being with you at the end of summer
With our dreams of the future and big hopes
I believe that ten years later in August,
we'll meet again
Such great memories...

We met in a sudden instant at the intersection on the way home
And you called out to me, and said "Let's go home together"
I was so bashful that I hid my face with my bag
But I was so very, very happy

Ah, the fireworks burst in the night sky so nicely, it kinda hurts
Ah, the wind flows by with the time

We had so many happy, fun adventures
Together in our secret base

I'll never forget being with you at the end of summer
With our dreams of the future and big hopes
I believe that ten years later in August, we'll meet again
I knew that, until the end, you were shouting
"Thank you" from the bottom of your heart
Farewell while smiling and holding back tears is so hard
Such great memories...

Ah, summer break will end soon
Ah, I hope the sun and moon make friends

We had so many sad, lonely arguments
Together in our secret base

I knew that, until the end, you were shouting
"Thank you" from the bottom of your heart
Farewell while smiling and holding back tears is so hard
Such great memories...

Nothing can be done about your sudden transfer
I'll write, and call
So don't forget me
Forever, in our secret base

With you at the end of summer, we talked on and on
After the setting sun, we gazed at the stars
I'll never forget the tear that flowed down your cheeks
I won't forget
The way you waved to me until the very end
So let's stay this way in our dreams, forever...

I'll never forget being with you at the end of summer
With our dreams of the future and big hopes
I believe that ten years later in August, we'll meet again
I knew that, until the end, you were shouting
"Thank you" from the bottom of your heart
Farewell while smiling and holding back tears is so hard
Such great memories...

Such great memories...

<3

::FIN::

School Sucks?

2011-09-20T08:34:00.000-07:00

Hi all. I'm too busy and too frustrated
to deal with my lovely loads of coursework
and so I decided to blab here in my blog.

I so happened to saw one friend posting
about how she had no life 'coz of studying in our uni.

Then I start to recall back
"Has anybody other than my current schoolmates
ever said that they have No LiFe in their own campuses?"

And surprisingly,
NO.

Not one I can remember of.
Can you believe that??

Aww...
I used to agree that I hav no life too.

But now?
I start wondering why everybody in their college/uni dont.

LOL
.
.
.
.
.

I think everybody else other than my uni mates
do have times that they felt that
there's no life for them
because they have too many to cope with.

The reasons why they don't tell the whole world
that they have no life:
(My own opinions,
just have a laugh if u looking at them now.)

1. Internet accessibility is limited.
That's why I seldom saw them online.

2. Too BUSY to even fa-ce-bo-ok.
Possible right? I'm exceptional coz im addict.

3. They have lots of life.
LOL common sense?

Okie.

I think those ppl in my uni (including me of coz)
who said they have No LiFe in school...

Is probably too comfortable in
their previous life.

When there's a lot of time to
high-tea/shopping/movie/wadeva.

I guess honeymoon years aren't for us.

At this era tht v have war, financial crisis and
dunno-when-is-it 2012 altogether.

Old people are too wise for us
that we can only compete with our youth.

So school sucks?
Better keep in mind that LiFe always SuCkS.
You dont get sucks now. You'll get it later.
.DOUBLE PORTION.

x_____________X

::FIN::

Jar Of ♥s

2011-09-13T04:24:00.000-07:00

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half-alive
Now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, it took so long
Just to feel alright
Remember how to put back
The light in my eyes

I wish I had missed
The first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back you don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

::FIN::

Kowaiii X___X

2011-09-11T00:48:00.000-07:00

I'm scared..
There's 4 BIG assignments due-ing
in juz one month time!!!
None half-done and 3 haven started yet. So dead~~
Not to mention, I have to make presentation for 3 of the reports.
And I super duper dislike presentations!! :'(

I'm applying for a short-term (approx 1 month+)
study exchange to Shanghai now.
If I passed all the application process
(they actually do interviews on the applicants, scaryy)
Then I'll be flying on end of this coming Nov.

Welllllll~ Hmm..
So it is going to be a busy ~~year~~ half-year for me. xP

Recently, I'm addicted to this song.

----------------------------------------------------------------------

Everytime You Kissed Me
by
Emily Bindiger

Everytime you kissed me
I trembled like a child
Gathering the roses
We sang for the hope
Your very voice is in my heartbeat
Sweeter than my dream
We were there in everlasting bloom

Roses die
The secret is inside the pain
Winds are high up on the hill
I cannot hear you
Come and hold me close
I’m shivering cold in the heart of rain
Darkness falls, I’m calling for the dawn

Silver dishes for the memories for the days gone by
Singing for the promises
Tomorrow may bring
I harbour all the old affection
Roses of the past
Darkness falls, and summer will be gone

Joys of the daylight
Shadows of the starlight
Everything was sweet by your side, my love
Ruby tears have come to me for your last words
I’m here just singing my song of woe
Waiting for you, my love

[Chorus 1]

Samia mia ii sama tia disama ia mafia

mistia ii samantia kastiria ira imenitara

[Chorus 2]

Morta asore amorita midora arta karia imifita midol

Now let my happiness sing inside my dream…….

Everytime you kissed me
My heart was in such pain
Gathering the roses
We sang of the grief
Your very voice is in my heartbeat
Sweeter than despair
We were there, in everlasting bloom

Underneath the stars
Shaded by the flowers
Kiss me in the summer day gloom, my love
You are all my pleasure, my hope and my song
I will be here dreaming in the past
Until you come
Until we close our eyes~

----------------------------------------------------------------------

Till then. :)

::FIN::

I M ALIVE!

2011-09-04T05:39:00.000-07:00

*Breathing*
Harhh~

I wanted to go window shopping. Now.
Passing by while looking at the shop display..
..always gives me a sense of freedom.

A breather period to take a breath.

But I can't =/

Everything in my life keeps rolling.
If I keep standing, I'll be left behind.

I don't know if it's my problem or wad..
Why everybody look at me as if I'm a weirdo?
LOL And the worst thing is..
I think everybody out there is weird.
I can't understand.

I'm tired of explaining again and again.
Like a rope, pulling people around.
They are not comfortable.
And so do I !

But if I don't pull them around.
We'll shatter.
Just like a plate of beach sand..
..gone with the wind.

Or it's just my perception that..
..everyone is sand.
In fact, they are rocks.
That fear no wind..
..but water.

----------------------------------------------------------------

I'm Alive!
(BECCA）

Nothing I say comes out right,
I can't love without a fight,
No one ever knows my name,
When I pray for sun, it rains.

I’m so sick of wasting time,
But nothing's moving in my mind,
Inspiration can't be found,
I get up and fall but,

I’m Alive, I’m Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad
is where you'll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and I'll sleep when I die,
I’ll live my life, I’m Alive!

Every lover breaks my heart,
And I know it from the start,
Still I end up in a mess,
Every time I second guess.

All my friends just run away,
When I’m having a bad day,
I would rather stay in bed,
but I know there’s a reason.

I’m Alive, I’m Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad is where you’ll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and I'll sleep when I die,
I’ll live my life, I’m Alive!

When I’m bored to death at home,
When he won't pick up the phone,
When I’m stuck in second place,
Those regrets I cant erase.

Only I can change the end,
Of the movie in my head,
There’s no time for misery,
I wont feel sorry for me.

I’m Alive, I’m Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad
is where you’ll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and I'll sleep when I die,
I'll live my life, ohhh!

I’m Alive, I’m Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad
is where you’ll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and I'll sleep when I die,
I'll live my life,
I'll live my life,
I’M ALIVE!!!!!!!

::FIN::

It's holiday again. ^^

2011-08-30T22:47:00.000-07:00

Harlow to all!!

It's holiday. Again.
If you've been living/lived here then you'll know.
My nation is pretty famous with one thing.

There's ~~LOADS~~ LOTS of holidayssss!

I don't know if it's considered good or bad =="
Well~ I can't help it ryte? Haha ;)

So.. A lil update about my current life.
I've been very very very busyyy last 2 weeks.

2 Assignments/Essays, 2 presentations and a discussant session.

Despite all the hectic moments,
I (very baka to say) still go and watch TWO anime movies.
See?!?! Me lazybum. Ended up with 2 weeks of sleepless nights. =X
And suddenly now, I can't get used to my very very very free holidays. LOL
Anyhow, I'm still going to be very hectic after this 3 days hol ended.
I better quit complaining n blablabla~~

Yesterday, I went back to uni for classes.
(All my family members have holiday!!! >__< Only me don't~)
My younger sis went back with me 'coz her book is overdue-ing &
she doesnt want to pay more bucks when she came bac after holiday.

While I was doing my coursework, she said,
"Nee-chan, uni courseworks seems scaryyyyy~"

ROFL!
Yea.. It's pretty S-C-A-R-Y..
I still recalled my 1st year in university.
The feeling of cannot cope with all the coursework - "Helpless".
And also, last sem. The worst semester ever!

Nonetheless, least to say...
All the lessons I've learned had helped me to cope with present better.
I've even got the same lecturers/tutors for 2 of my subjects.
At least I know (probably a lil) their expectation and so ;)

And not to forget, it's Raya today!
Selamat Hari Raya! Maaf Zahir dan Batin~
Also, Happy holiday to allll my friends who have holidays.
Of course!! All The Best to those who don't~!

::FIN::

The pathway to ambition

2011-08-04T00:43:00.000-07:00

Recently, I've read a post from a uni friend of mine.

She said,
"Crème de la crème.
I have to be that.
No matter what.
I need. I want. I will be that."

<Crème de la crème>
It means
"Something superlative."
"People of the highest social level.
"The very best."

I was quite astonished by her determination.

Aiming High.

Not that I look down on her
but in fact it's the exact opposite.

I actually wished to have that kind of determination
in which I'm lacking every bit of everything to be.

To be the very best, frankly it's very difficult.
It was never easy to be different and yet aiming to be the best?

I know myself good enough. Be real.
I dont actually wish to be a very excelled person.
It actually means that I have to give up a lot.

Trade-offs.

Looking back at what I dreamt when I was young about my future,
I think I haven even reach 25% of my ambition.

I start wondering what have I done for my past 2 decades?
Planning never works for long run.
There's always alternatives and bundle of choices.

Que sera sera.
Whatever will be will be.

When things happen, can I really go against it and
stay firm with my initial decision?

The pathway to my ambition is clear when I was young.
Now that I've came all the way here.
And I came to realized what I saw at that moment it's
the top of the mountain from a faraway land which is visible.

Back then, I never know that I have to climb up in the forest.
To reach the top.

As the higher I goes, the road became more steep and narrow.
Eventually I'll come to where Frost's once were.

~ The Road Not Taken ~
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Let's just hope that by then,
I have the luck to pick the road I "want-to-take".

'Coz you see, there's nothing called
"Later I come back and choose again."
in L-I-F-E

And now, what I should be doing is
to get the hot fresh bachelor cert outta here.
==

::FIN::

ღ Love Life ღ

2011-08-01T04:22:00.000-07:00

I remembered last time during an outing
with bunch of old friends of mine, I asked one of them:

"You've bf?"
Typical girls' talk Q&A session.

She answered no.

Then I realized for so many years we've been together as close friends
and none of us in our group have ever had love life before.

So I told her something I came across when I was in last semester.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

There's one girl I saw in my school.
She looks very much like an "engineering" type of girl.
(No offense, it's just that she gave me that kind of impression).

A bit nerdy, average-looking, long sleeve and good old pair of jeans,
quite short and a little fleshy..

Walking by her side, there's a guy. I guessed is her boyfriend.
Tall, muscular, macho-type of guy though he's bald.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I told her that scene gave me a silent slap on my face.

And then yesterday, I was slapped. Again.
This time it's a heavy one.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

There's this blood-ties of mine.
Sent a LOVE LETTER to someone.
And that someone sent back a reply said,
"I love you too."

What The Hell???
They are both aged primary 5 OKAY!!?!
(Some of you called year 5 maybe)

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

What the hell is going on now?
I've been living for nearly 2 decades and ends up enjoying my pure life.

There goes this living for one decade kiddo sent a love letter
and nearly ends up being called to the principal's office.

Haix.
I'm so OUTDATED.

::FIN::

p/s Waliaoo ehh... =="

3 years OLD!

2011-07-21T07:23:00.000-07:00

As title, SteorraShines celebrates her 3rd big day today!

- Whew! Phoof! Bang! Bang! Boom! Whew! Phoof! Boom! -
FIREWORKS!!

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em fallin' down

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

[Parts from Katy's lyric]

❤ Happy 3rd anniversary SteorraShines ❤

~With Loads and Lots of LOVE~

::FIN::

ღ★ オタ女の休日 PART II ★ღ

2011-07-19T00:26:00.000-07:00

TTATT

Naze? Naze?? My dear dear holiday~~ It's going to end soon. T__T

I felt like I've just only started to enjoy it :P
Too greedy u said? Iyaaa!! >3<
The fact that next semester is commencing in days time makes me feel sad.

I'm so glad that I didn't take my mom's words and go for part time job
'coz last sem I seriously worked my arse off
and peaceful holiday is truly required.
Thinking back bout last sem, *shiver* it's a NIGHTMARE!!!
>O< That I hope it will never come back to me EVER.

Anyway, hol is going to end soon and
wateva grief is not going to stop it happening.
I might as well throw all the bad memories away n
get prepared for my new sem.
XD

Aside from the mangas n animes i mentioned b4, i've also caught up in light novel~ ehehe!

✰ ToraDora ✰
I re-watch the anime (a few episodes) during the hol~
And I decided to read its original work
- a light novel series by Takemiya Yuyuko -
I read it online from some chinese website of coz ( i dunno japanese :/)
But the anime is good enough.
Have a read if u can stand reading the whole lot chapters n volumes. :)

Ohh and also I found these very touching BGMs from the anime.
- Both composed by Hashimoto Yukari -

✰ 1 Lost My Pieces ✰

✰ 2 Ame Iro Rondo ✰

Tata for now~

::FIN::

ღ★ オタ女の休日 ★ღ

2011-06-29T00:50:00.000-07:00

Okay. I'm still busy now. Tho it's holiday.

Busy surfing net and playing computer. XD
*Attn: This is not good for kids so dont imitate*

On that day, I went to uni for my last paper.
I was totally out-of-study-mood and keep messing around.
My sis couldnt stand my out-of-order behaviour and agreed to move to exam hall early.
So we went up and checked on our seat number.
Basically we are sitting front-to-back 'coz our names is similar.
(Of course they r similar, duh, sisters XD)

Wanna guess on my number? Erm. It's 74.

74. Seventy four. IT'S 74, MAN!!!

*lol. Sorry, being overly reactive here.*

If you studied marketing before, you should know that culture is an important aspect for the Chinese. 4 sounds like death, alright? And 74 sounds just like "GO DIE" in Chinese. Awesome. LOL

When I told my sis that my seat number told me to GO DIE, I swore I heard someone grinning beside me. Okie dokie. No big fuss here. I know I'm so damn lame. But I'm seriously not that kind of people who cared about these thingy much. I always like the saying that goes, "If you die faster, you'll be reborn earlier(早死早超生)" And at that point of time, I just wish the time goes "KABOOM!" and I can skip the exam period. ;)

Days after I had my last paper, I have a weird dream. I dreamt about myself at the exam hall and having my finals. Goshh... I think I got stressed up after my peak exam period. Weird isn't it? *Tension...tension...*

Anyways....... My otaku mood is gradually building~~~~~

♡ First stage ♡
Activity area: My sweet little private space = my room ❤ and spend whole day in it.

♡ Second stage ♡
Activities: Except eat sleep bath, laptop 24/7 on for the rest of the activities. Ohohoho~

♡ Third stage ♡
Repeat 1st n 2nd for the rest of the days....

Im officially an ✰ ota-onna ✰!

Ohhhhhh! Not to forget the main theme
❤Manga n Anime Fever❤

Determined to spend time to re-read my mangas~ Teeheee!

✰ Skip Beat ✰
Super LOVE this series!!
The pic "Dark Moon" is a drama casted by both the main chara in the manga~
Have a read! It's really nice tho it make me waited so long for the next chapter :P

✰ Ouran High School Host Club ✰
A live-action drama is coming up near end of July :)
Indeed a quite popular series and it's COMPLETED~!

....also catch up with anime~~~~ Hehehehehe!!!!!! :DD

✰ Suzumiya Haruhi no Shoushitsu✰
Suzumiya Haruhi stars in MOVIE~ :)

So far... that's all. Ja nee!

::FIN::

Steorra June Post

2011-06-20T03:03:00.000-07:00

Hi friends! I knew I've been MIA in my bloggie this month~ Lol

I cant help. It's final weeks. Some of my frens r enjoying their holiday nw but im still struggling with the evil papers (Oppps!) Haha!

Last 2 weeks were disaster~ @__@ I totally forgot "How to study for exam". =X
When I read the books, I feel sleepy.
When I closed my eyes and sleep, I kept thinking about the book!
GAH~ This is what happened when people like me dont revise early.
Anyways, I still hav 1 more paper to go. Should start revising now. :/

My holiday plan is out (lol not much diff from my previous ones) = Sleep n Watch TV!!!!
Anyone free please ask me out~ PLEASEEEEEE~ I dont wanna stay home n get fat *wink*
Of course. After this week 1st la. Nx week I'm definitely FREE. Hehes!

Btw, I'm not having high expectations on my grades this sem. 1stly, my internal is average for the subjects (i failed one assgn! TT^TT) . 2ndly, I knew I did not quite well for final preparations (haix laziness attacked). Well then, I hoped I still can pass for all my units. And next sem is going to be tougher so I need some motivation keep ongoing.

Hmm.. What else? Ohh yes!! Everyone HAPPY HOLIDAY! haha! XD

::FIN::

Mothers' Day

2011-05-07T09:28:00.000-07:00

♥

There's a superwoman in my house.

She can practically do everything!
I know I wasn't good enough for her.
I'll try to improve 'kay?

♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥

Sorry for the every mistake and wrong-doing that have hurt you.
Today is our 19th "Happy Mothers' Day" together.
And I believe in the future, we'll have 20th, 40th, 60th, 80th, 100th.....
:)

♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥

Salute!!! andddd...

*hugssss*

♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥

::FIN::

Failure

2011-05-05T05:06:00.000-07:00

I used to think that failure is bad.
They equals each other.

Today, I'm at the border of my first going-to-fail academic assignment, thinking:
"If I failed, then what?"

Sad?
I should be.
10% is "not much" but seriously, it is not that insignificant.

Angry?
I should be.
Bcoz my laziness had led to this.

Happy?
I should be.
If I hadn't fail now, I would never learn that I'm not as good as I should be after so many years of studying.

Failure is not equal to bad actually.
You see, failing something is the best way to learn that you are on the wrong track.
No one can success if one never fail.

Fail once is not a big deal.
Fail 100 times is not a big deal.
Fail 100000000000000000000000000000 times is still not a big deal.

You just need A SUCCESS.
That's a big deal.
:)

::FIN::

p/s Tomorrow is going to be my better day, I shall believe.

Supposedly

2011-05-02T18:27:00.000-07:00

Supposedly, I should be doing my assignments.

Supposedly, I shall revise for my coming finals.

Supposedly, I should not be blogging or facebook.

S-u-p-p-o-s-e-d-l-y

I should not listen to this.

Or watch this.

Supposedly, I shall not be lazy.

XD

What on earth is my TALENT?

2011-04-21T06:49:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. I'm doubting.

I suddenly found that I don't really have a talent to be proud of.

It's not like I wanted it to be very outstanding
like those people showed in the Guinness World Records.

But just that I realized I'm really a typical AVERAGE person.
Average in everything. LOL

Study
Not good not bad.

Speech
Not good not bad.

Tasking
Not good not bad.

Even eating, playing games, sleeping, I'm still an average.

Whoa.. So my talent is to be average in everything? =="

OOH! I'm bad at sports. And my mom claimed that I'm good at fighting.

So....

Still average?

O.o~

::FIN::

Hibernate!!!! (^^)V

2011-04-19T23:36:00.000-07:00

I was never tired to say this again and again,

"Time flies~!!!"

Just had my last presentation for this sem today, phew~

Not really good but it's not bad either.

So hmm.. I think should be OK~ lol

I'm really exhausted now, mentally speaking.

So sleeeepyyyyyy~ TT3TT

Nonetheless, next week is gonna be a great week. REALLY GREAT.

My hibernating period. Ahhh.. I miss it so much.

Falling in love with my cozy bed pillow and blankieee~ <3

Mid sem break here! HAHAHH!!!

No plan now. To lazy to think one.

But most probably not those of very exciting one.

Hibernating = Priority

Second = Play games / Outing

Third / Most unwanted but forced to have = Assignments x 4 ==|||

So yea... That's all folks!

Lazy to write long post today.

*You're in luck~ LOL*

Tata!

::FIN::

Typical = Good or Bad?

2011-04-16T23:39:00.000-07:00

Being ordinary has always been my style.

I wanted it. Coz it's simple. And I advocate it.

But another me wanted me to go out of it.

Ordinary is not ENOUGH. I shall do something with my life before it comes to an end.

So, the question now is "being a typical one is it good or bad?".

You see, I'm going to cross over to my second decade of living.

However, im still here.

Not a bit moving towards the life that I wanted to be as what I wished at my first decade.

Planning is good. I really can't live with my life unplanned.
But u gotta keep up with the current trend with ur plan.
That's the hardest part --- UNKNOWNS!

(Now, I sounds like im doing management assignment. :S)

Complicated?
Haizz..

I came up to the conclusion that

LIFE is all about TRADEOFFs.

I envy people's life.

People envy mine.
Fine.

Just go with it.

Care no more for planning and what-so-ever.

I'll figure out a way if there's really something.
As long as I'm happy, that's well enough.


That yellow one is ME! :))))

::FIN::

きせき

2011-04-09T01:13:00.000-07:00

"Ki-se-ki"

It means "miracle" in japanese. :) It is not something common, guess that why it's always on my wishlist.
But it is not something tangible that people like me can store. Unlike games, I can always save it and activate it for later use. Ha! Im so naive.

Anyway, I think lack of sleep is really a problem. Very demotivated to do anything, except sleep.
It's really like what this pic illustrates.

WTH? Can only choose two...... >3<

::FIN::

Demotivated

2011-04-04T19:46:00.000-07:00

Here im blogging again. I felt so demotivated doing tutes, presentations and assignments. Call it what u prefer.

Lazy... Tired... Anything... Haizz.. I dont care la!

So demotivating lifestyle. Routine n bored.

I wish to step out of the box but frankly speaking im juz scared.

Scared of being odd n alone.

I hate something sometimes but I'm forced to stick to what it has been previously.

Pressure~

Also, very frustrating to have people who dont know how to guide but pretend like they know everything.

And people who knows everything but not willing to guide.

Step out!!! I wanted a change but a good one. Nice one.

I don't want this! So dead...

I'm stuck. Thanks to everything that I've done. Gah.

Christine, you posted that you complain a lot.

I think I have more.

Now and in future.

::FIN::

April Fool

2011-04-01T07:02:00.000-07:00

I had just submitted my assignment today.

Not April Fool.

It's so damn serious.

And I'm so tired that I slept for hours since I got home early today.

And I thought I'm going to pass my april fool this year .... SAFE.

Apparently nobody's trying to prank me or something.

And now 2 hours before tomorrow.

I got fooled by some technology. =="

I cant believe it myself too. So dont ask me how I got pranked.

GMAIL MOTION!!! I'll take revenge!!!!!

::FIN::

Crap~

2011-03-30T19:53:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I had my presentation, not the first but apparently I failed bcoz Im way tooooooooooo nervous~

I can even feel the dryness of my throat while I'm speaking in front.

It's not the subject that I'm confident in, may be the reason.

BTW, I'm just blogging because I wan to utilize my time.

12 minutes til next class and I can't do anything.

I had done my due-ing assgn and 12 minutes aren't enough for me to start the next due-ing one.

And I'm so sleepy.... ==zzz

Its 10 minute to class now.

I think I should get some energetic drink.

So yea. Tata!

::FIN::

<< God Only Knows >>

2011-03-21T07:12:00.000-07:00

Chapter 1
What I'm seeing... is it real?
What I'm feeling... is it real?
What I'm doing... is it real?

There is no regrets, satisfy my curiosities
There is a new world waiting, explore my possibilities
There is no guarantee, just improve my abilities
(Go ahead with your own life - Is there any hope in your sight?)
There is a choice to make, setting the right priorities
(You will always be the one, so feel the power
And you should know the sun comes up - For you)

There is no regrets, satisfy my curiosities
There is a new world waiting, explore my possibilities
There is no guarantee, just improve my abilities
There is a choice to make, setting the right priorities

Chapter 2
(What is the best you can do? How can you do?)
I was sitting and thinking the other day
(What is the best you can do? How can you do?)
If I fail, I won't throw my passion away
(What is the best you can do? How can you do?)
Just 'cause giving up is not the only way
No matter how it's gonna be, I'll try it anyway

Chapter 3
Love is such a sweet illusion (Let's come together)
Can't seem to stop my imagination (Goes on forever)
What a ridiculous situation (Another matter)
But I can't deny, I'm faced with a tricky temptation

In the world that keeps on changing
Don't know why my heart is aching
Gotta handle it, no more hesitation
There can be no turning back

God only knows
"My mind is as free as the wind.
But now what I should do is to fall in love"

God only knows
"I don't need that kind of real things
Feels like I'm lost in the labyrinth"

God only knows
"There must be the meaning of life
Somehow unexpected happenings thrill me"

God only knows
"Just believe in myself and my dream
Anyone could be a hero and heroine"

God only knows
"Though it's not so easy to get through
Here I am, I'm sure that things will go my way"

God only knows
"My mind is as free as the wind.
But now what I should do is to fall in love"

God only knows (Your own happiness, you can find it)
"I don't need that kind of real things
Feels like I'm lost in the labyrinth"

God only knows (Your infinity, you can feel it)
"There must be the meaning of life
Somehow unexpected happenings thrill me"

God only knows (Opportunity, you can take it)
"Just believe in myself and my dream
Anyone could be a hero and heroine"

God only knows (Toward the future, you can make it)
"Though it's not so easy to get through
Here I am, I'm sure that things will go my way"

Chapter 4
(Sailing, you're sailing away
And now it's blowing, breeze will take you away)

I feel that my spirits rise
I will survive and just stay alive
Enjoy being alone, the isolation is not always so bad
Another day has gone by, every day goes by
In the sky there'd be a bridge to a bright tomorrow

(You will find your treasure and share your pleasure
Let me tell you...)

Chapter 5
(Just keep your vision, your dream and your soul alive
Be as you are, I will always be right by your side)

Think about my love and my life
In an uncertain world, face to face with myself
Continue to make progress, day by day and step by step
I've got a good feeling
So I'm gonna keep on trying, life will go on...

Performed by

Elisa a.k.a. Oratorio The World God Only Knows

::FIN::

p/s I miss all the japanese stuffs~ Nippon, please be well!!

The Border

2011-03-19T07:54:00.000-07:00

Hi. How's ur day? Hope it goes well. :) Mine still normal, going to be a siao lang soon. Hmm~ I guess it's usual since LATE is going to stick with me.

I realized I'm being really negative nowadays. 'Coz I care too much. Yeap. I care everything too much. From my mom's perspective, it's called narrow-minded. I never realized the virus is back haunting me again. Without me noticing, it's going worse.

I feel like COL. It's so hard to take everything up and keep it with me. Shouldn't have care for something that is totally worthless. Think too much, can be a big problem too. *grin* And yet, I still dislike it. Dislike those things that makes me felt miserable. Along my way, they keep hindering me. I fell. It's a pain.

Standing at the border line of survive and be a living dead person, I'm struggling.

Why choose? Why suffer? Why this and that???

It's for my own good, I told myself. Every step I take should be firm and strong. Just like what the instructor told us, don't relax when you shouldn't. If you did, you will be forcing yourself unconsciously and at last, you'll get hurt.

Yes, it's going to be painful now but that's okay.. Pain is temporary. But death is forever. I wouldn't allow my life to have too much regrets. How do I know? The future is not to seen or predictable. Maybe the next second I'll lost my conscious. When I think back my life, at least... AT LEAST, let me see that I've live well.

Despite those shadows, the lights are there for me.

::FIN::

Fair and Dilemma

2011-03-09T00:29:00.000-08:00

Hi dearies~ I'm blogging again. Ended class long time ago (seems like) but still have to wait long to go back.

Anyway~~ That's not what I intended to blog about. "Fair and Dilemma". Sounds pretty much like a book title. (U thinking wad im thinking? O.o) Back to the topic....

It's actually about grouping. Yes. GROUPING.

As usual, most activities LOVE to ask people to group themselves up and be a BIG family (Singing: I love u, You love me, We are happy family~) my units too are not the exceptional types. If I get into a good team, that's TOTALLY fine, you see? Good team, good leader, we acted really like a family protecting and defending each other. It's fun and loving and warm. U can feel the friendliness and the success tasted like a heavenly sweet fruit.

But I really don't know why most of the time when I get into those bad ones, I kinda have the instinct of "Shyte! Now I'm going to work double hard to have OUR good life." I'm not one of those Gods, for what I'm doing this? To worsen my already bad and hectic study life?! I know I shouldn't think like this. SHOULD NOT at all.

But forgive me.

All these while, I really REALLY really have VERY very very bad experience with group works.

I don't know how the rest of the members can allow that!! How come they are not furious? Some slackers are taking advantage of our piece of work and at the end! They got our credits too. It's really a heartbreak. Even if at the end, when that piece came in as HD, I felt really uneasy. Fruit taste? Just...forget about it. Taste nothing is way better than tasting shyte. >///////<|||||

PEOPLE! If you're reading this right now, I'm asking for neither sympathy nor critics (if any), JUST ONE THING I plead you to remember:

NEVER EVER TRY TO BE SOME BASTARDS AND TAKE YOUR MEMBERS' WORKS FOR GRANTED!

You may think it's okay then you're OBVIOUSLY wrong! Nobody likes to be some fools working their ass off, for you to sit back and enjoy ur damn life. NOBODY!

For God sake, take back whatever excuse you have and just tell the truth. Dont think ur members are stupid enough for taking ur so FAKE excuse to be true and sympathize you. You forget, just apologize and said you had forgotten and there'll b no next time. NO MORE FOOD POISONING please, I tell you.

FYI, you're not the first one to claim that.

::FIN::

Things just get tougher, dont they?

2011-03-03T02:34:00.000-08:00

I drove myself to school today. I know, maybe to you its not a big deal. But. To me, it is.
Knowing the fact that my driving skill is surprisingly poor (i dont know why either), i had driven to uni and back home safe and sound. Haha. Not quite proud to say that, im just lucky because nobody hits me.
My phather stop interact with me because of my intention. I wonder how the others' phather reacts when their kids started to ask for the same thing that i did. Almost all of my family members disagree with my decision. But then I would never learn! I know I still weak now. Okay, I dont wanna blame much but as someone who's more experienced and a guardian, you should guide instead of hinder. Anyway, at least now I had a good start, I shall believe Im going to make it through too. :)
Remember about my improve grades thing? I think I really should start now. When I flipped through my planner, I found that this sem, im gonna have 6 assignments, unknown presentations and one test in less than 3 months time. After that, it's gonna be final AGAIN. Haaaizz. God bless~ >o<

::FIN::

Back to School

2011-03-01T20:30:00.000-08:00

Oooookay~ Hurray, Im finally back to school! xD

(I swore i heard someone said "OMG"~)

Seriously, my holiday's getting boring towards the end. Really boring.
And my parents (especially mua phather ==") started their "always those same words" lecture. Like a two bumble bees flying around my head. Lolx!

However,

back to school = Lecture + Assignments + Tutorial + Exam (L.A.T.E.) = busy = stress = no sleep

TT^TT

And! I know I'm getting worse grades compared to my previous years.
I really should pay attention to it now before it gets worse. X__x

Lastly, wish me all the best and also all the best to all of you too. Hehes!

::FIN::

Reunion

2011-02-07T23:16:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year (belated one, gomen nee~) ! :)

Went around for angpow collection these few days, but strangely I doesn't have much CNY mood this year. Don't ask me why, it's just a feeling~ Maybe it's only me who felt that *shrug* ;) I miss school now, and my friends too.. Haha!

Recently just had few reunions with friends from high school and also from college. Even though it's just a short moment but I felt good to meet my old friends again. Everyone had been through different years and yet we can still sit together, laugh at our old times and talk about our recent life. ^^

Especially yesterday, met up with someone who I thought we'll be separate for many many years since we are staying in different nations. Thanks Nicky, for still remembering me and thanks for your kind treat as well as sacrificing your precious sleeping time for accompanying me at the hotel lobby. It's truly a special night for me. :) I hope next year we can meet again, and Dila can come as well. P/s: Imaa, ur Polaroid cam is just so cute! hehe!

To my mate Shirley, I really regret that we can't meet each other due to our different schedules. Hopefully we can meet for real next time. I'll try to catch everyone to gather then. YY, tantan and S/Tiiing as well yea?

Have a fresh start in this new year to everyone! :D All the best in life. Take careee!

::FIN::

emoness

2011-01-21T07:02:00.000-08:00

Suffocating.
In this piece of wasteland.

Im totally EMO now.
Not even WGM can save me now.
Just not in the mood of laughing when the line is LAGGING n lagging n lagging n lagging n.....
=="

I can now completely understand those who was forced to do something one is not willing to do so.
E.g. Taking up med course even though one's interest is art. Mine is something similar too.
Being forced by some big people, it sucks. Loads.

First, they give you high hopes and great outlook.
"It is great. You have to do this. I know you can for sure. You will success."

When you started did bad, they blame.
"I was way better than you when I was in your age. Do you know how tough I am?? You don't know. Now don't come bragging with me about your not important bad feeling!"

Lastly, there are three endings.

(1)
You attempted with all ur effort. But you got depressed as time passed. You rebel and got boycott/left out.

(2)
You tried hard. But keep failing and has been very depressed. You keep trying. But got more depressed. You couldn't stand it anymore. You q urself.

(3)
You tried and become successful. But you was not happy with your life. Thinking that "Will my life stuck like this forever?". You become old faster. And die young.

:P

I hate this kind of life. Unfortunately, it's MY life.

::FIN::

Off day

2011-01-14T07:16:00.000-08:00

Goshhh.. i finally got my off day.
ONCE after working continuously (non-stop) for 13 days.

The shop manager and so called senior sounded like they're so great to give me an off day. ==" Yes, im a part time. So what? Im not supposed to get off day? FYL.. This is so not what you told me when i came interview.
"Off day? Ohh.. We'll arrange accordingly." Owh yeah? Where the hell is the arrangement?

This job is so bad and in my opinion, not worthwhile to take on.

- Working everyday (7days a week) on morning 7 until evening.
Damn tiring. And yet, you tell me we part timer arent supposed to have ANY off day?

- Arrogant seniors. They just like to bully us newbies like we've got no knowledge.
Im just trying to be patient and responsible. Seriously if I'm the customer, I'll be so frus with that kind of attitude of yours and will never go back to you ever. Pfft.

- Working on public hol and it's a saturday you know.
No triple? Fine. How about double? Omgy. Only for FULL TIME? What kind of workers' policy is that?

- The workplace atmosphere is totally a "X". Dead. Especially when there's no customers.
Gahhhhhh.. so bored until im falling asleep while working. Im still standing you know?? Imagine what kind of atmosphere is that~ Ossssh~

I'm bragging alot? Dont mind 'kay? My mood was seriously down when i got the fact that part timer is like a taken for granted. I felt I've got offended. Sad.

Okay! After bragging it out, i felt EASY again. Hahhhhh~ *relief*

I'm now addicted to a Korean variety show "We Got Married" (abbv: WGM). Currently watching the Adam couples(JoKwon & GaIn)' episodes. Damn hilarious. ROFL. Cant stop laughing at all!! My mood turns better after i watched this show. :) Who said people can live without entertainment, BS! Might as well be a robot then. Ryte? Haha! :P

::FIN::

2011

2011-01-02T05:35:00.000-08:00

Hey there! Happy two-thousand-eleven!! :)
*sorry for this late wish, im too lazy + tired to blog before that*

Start to work part time. Shop assistant. As a result of the "nagging" of my parents (i got so fed up, grrr, and hell! They didnt keep their promise!!) , im so not willing to work. Darn... this is not in my plan. My plan is peace, you know, P-E-A-C-E!!!!!! I went interview anyway (thinking that probably the boss wouldnt take me, lols, actually i went there twice but missed the person-in-charge twice, but now... eh hem, u know la~) First day of work, so messy. Gotta learn almost everything up in 8 hrs. And after the day ended, i was nearly a disabled. Nearly. Standing straight for 8 hrs is no kidding mannn~~ My poor legs~ TT^TT

Never mind, i will bear with it. The job is just for one month time only. After i got my salary, im going to spend that buying me GOOD stuff. So far my wish list has:
- CD player (Gahh, my 6-year-old radio starts being nasty recently >3<)
- iPod Touch (This is not confirmed yet. Dont think one month salary can buy one of those. Anyway, just list it for fun.)
- ??? (Not known yet.)

This is just the 2nd day of work, I think im doing better now, compared to yesterday~ Lets just hope for the better for the rest 29 days. xD And im so gladdddddddddddd that i had a partner in workplace!! I was surprised to see her appearing as a part time newbie (like me) on the 1st day of work. She's my friend's sis/was my junior in high school. Real good news is we're working in the SAME shift. Partly because of this, im more willing to continue the job. At least I've got someone I know to share thoughts, chatting and hav lunch with. Im lucky, I guess~ Haha!

BTW, forgive me coz i might not able to blog for this whole month, my job is PLAIN tiring plus im going to have painful feet for the rest of my January 2011. =3=

Aiks.

：：FIN：：

Countdown to Christmas 2010

2010-12-14T10:16:00.000-08:00

Dear all,

10 more days down to CHRISTMAS 2010!

Ohhhhh... I'm so exciting! ;)

See my new layout? Spent whole day editing the layout.
Nevertheless, how weird is that nobody actually express their view on my layout all these while. Hmmmm..

Anyway, here comes my Christmas 2010 bloggie layout. You see, im pretty exciting for this coming Xmas and hence I decided to make my blog looks one. Hehes!
It's themed "K-On x SteorraShines" the Xmas version =)
Hahaha.. Sounds so "pro" isn't it? Nahhh~ Im just blabbing.. xD
Likey, not? =D

I'll try to keep my blog active during this holiday since Im quite, erm, free. Lols.
Till then, see you soon.

☃ ☃ ☃ ☃ ☃ ☃ ☃

Wish you a Merry Merry Christmas!

☃ ☃ ☃ ☃ ☃ ☃ ☃

::FIN::

P-R-O-C-R-A-S-T-I-N-A-T-I-O-N

2010-12-07T08:08:00.000-08:00

Hmmm.. A pretty good title for someone who's currently holiday-ing. ;P
(No offense. To those who's not. Hehe!)

If time is money, then I can officially pronounced to you that

"Hey guys, I'm seriously BROKE!"

Sleep early in the morning wake up late in the afternoon is my current lifestyle. I wonder how many people on Earth do the same~ Wkaka!

I realized I'm kinda wasting my life now. Rusting. Since I've nowhere (physical place) to go, I basically stick with my notebook ~~all~~ most of the time. Surf the net, read manga, play games. I seldom on my FB nowadays. Bored. Nothing to update as my status 'cause nothing special happens. It's just routine happenings around. Plain boring, is what I called it.

My sis who should be having her internship soon, got no news from her professor nor the company. But she was so steady. I was wandering that "Is that good?" and she was like "I don't know." something something. Err.. Sorry, I've gone out of topic, I think.

Okay.. I had a few outings, normal ones. Lunch with uni friends, Karaoke with sis's friends, Movie with mom and sis. Paying bills like crazy. I think it's just a feeling. Coz I actually bought nothing. Haha!! I know I've becoming more and more lazy now. Fits perfectly with my title.

P-R-O-C-R-A-S-T-I-N-A-T-I-O-N

My mom was demanding me to find a job. A teacher? Ohhh pleaseeeeee.. From where she got that idea that I'm patient enough with ~~naughty~~ active young kids around? I thought she knew me well. *Chuckles* Of course, I declined her idea. What a bad idea~ I rather worked as a cashier. Working life ain't easy. So.. I decided to get myself intern next year end. Good idea? Errrm.. We'll see about that. If only I can get my exchange application approved...

For now, I just want to have my peaceful life. I doesn't mind reading "Meitantei Conan" from the very start. I can be a Conan-Pro now. Hahahaa~

::FIN::

p/s Christmas is around the corner. And I hope I can have a SPLENDID one this year. Christmas 2010. Sounds sooooo nice, right? Hope you gonna have one too! :)

家に帰ると妻が必ず死んだふりをしています

2010-11-28T06:41:00.000-08:00

家に帰ると妻が必ず死んだふりをしています

When I Get Home My Wife Always Pretends to be Dead

::ROMAJI LYRIC::

doa o ake tara tsuma ga taore teru
senaka ni tsuki sasaru hōchō
yuka wa chimamire
shira nai hito ga mitara kizetsu suru kamo shire nai

boku ga ochi tsui te
"kyō nowa sōji ga taihen sōda"
to warau to
tsuma wa utsubuse no mama manzoku sōni
kukuku to waratteta

ie ni kaeru to tsuma ga kanarazu shinda furi o shite imasu
asu wa don'na shini kata o shite iru noka
yosō sura deki nai

aru hi wa atama ni ya ga sasatte tari
gunpuku de jūhō kakae te tari
manbō no kigurumi ga shin deta toki wa
doa shime yōka to omotta

atokatazuke mo kekkō taihen de
yuka no chinori o arattari
ya ga sasatta mama ban gohan tsukuru nowa
kanben shite hoshī

ie ni kaeru to tsuma ga kanarazu shinda furi o shite imasu
chotto homeru to chōshi ni noru kara
dekiru dake surū de

kekkon mae wa isogashiku temo
kanojo ni au dake de tanoshikatta
tetsuya de kuruma ate mo naku tobashi te
umi mini ittari shita noni

kekkon chokugo hajime te buka o mochi
shigoto ga totemo tanoshiku natta
ie de hitori de matsu tsuma no kimochi p
kangae te inakatta

ie ni kaeru to tsuma ga kanarazu shinda furi o shiteru nowa
ano koro no futari ni modori tai kara ka
boku niwa wakara nai

ie ni katta boku o matteru tsuma no engi miru koto ga
bokura futari no ai no katachi naraba
sore wa sore de ari darō

ie ni kaeru to tsuma ga kanarazu shinda furi o shite imasu
kyō wa don'na shini kata o shite iru noka
kitai shite akeru doa

::FIN::

p/s
Cute song <3 Hehes~ Came across this song few days ago.. According to the web, the idea of this song inspired from a Japanese Yahoo!Answer title. Probably they found it very interesting and "pop!" a song was then written and sung. LOL!

Singer: Halyosy

Original singer: Hatsune Miku

(Apparently the people make her the "wife" in the video, lols)

Music/Lyrics: Hobonichi-P

Visit

2010-11-27T10:04:00.000-08:00

Invited some friends (Joyce, W.Chin and Y.Min) over my house for lunch n high tea yesterday. =P
The four of us like crazy chatting in the dining room~ lolx..
(My sistas describes like "talk a bit, laugh like hell - so loud" ahaha..)
Played mahjong together with my youngest sis and surprisingly she won twice. On her own. Did I mentioned she's just 10 year-old ? Owhh.. I just did. Hehes~
Joyce brought chocolate cake she baked earlier in the morning and some heart-shaped chocolate while W.Chin bought 3 bottles of sparkling juice (which Joyce pretends them to be champagne/red wine ==")
And we planned to go over to W.Chin n Y.Min's house the next week. And preparing for outing as well. :)

Today, a surprise came over suddenly (If its not sudden, it wouldn't be called a surprise, wouldn't it?)
Sis's friend Nicole (who has been transferred to Clayton Monash) came back for summer school and C.Yee were found standing in front of my house this morning, without any notice.

LOL. Yeap, surprise. Both of them stayed till dinner time and we went to Pyramid Fullhouse to have dinner. The atmosphere is nice but the food...emmm~ Did they change another chef or wad? Its not as good as before.. ><

Just some holiday updates.. Aihs.. Without activities, my hol is plain boring. Ajak me out 'kays?

p/s
BTW, anyone having part time? Can count me in not? ^^

::FIN::

Here comes my new layout~

2010-11-14T08:49:00.000-08:00

Hi again peeps!

My new layout is UP!!! Whataya think?

I definitely love it if you asked me. *It's my editing afterall, lol*

Creamy-tea dye theme based and specially created header.

"I'm Tea Lover!"

Okie..done intro.

Tata! Off to have a tea break! :)

::FIN::

<3 tea <3

Ahhh..

2010-11-13T09:03:00.000-08:00

Dear readers,

Just a short express-feeling post here.
Someone ady spamming me 'cos I din update, haha~ jkjk.

Finally I've got my holiday! Haaahhh...which indicates that my finals ended officially for my first year. Pray hard to retain my scholarship, tho my mom told me not to stress myself with it, of course during exam i dont care about it (what can i do anyway? the answer is not in my head means its not there~ how to write? *shrug*), but still i really hope i can retain it. If i cant make it, the big possibility is that my love to the law is just an one-way relationship (ehem~~ law, im not a sage who spread love without asking for any return, im just a normal human.. i wish for ur love, pleaseeee~~~) *im insane, grrr*

After my last paper last few days, im surprised that i dont really feel much excitement as i did last semester. Hmmm~ strange. real strange. i think i have some other things that im still worrying deep inside me. lol Anyway, i do feel real tired. Two weeks of midnight oil burning. Errr~ no comment on it. *im ashamed ><*

My plan for this long break is "to do something real useful". My previous hols always ended up rusting myself, aihs, this is so not good. I mean its REAL BAD. Playing is ok, but for three months?? I cant even stand for 3 weeks then i start rusting already. Urghh, i hate that.

Lastly.
For my friends out there, who are still having their exam or will be sitting for their exam soon, all the best, yea? :)

::FIN::

p/s I'll be changing my layout some other day, initially i wanted to do it today but not really in the mood to edit the html~ Soooo, do stay tuned for my new layout header! *hint: erm.. something i love, teehee!*

Midnight oil. Noooo pleaseee~

2010-10-21T04:33:00.000-07:00

I should be busy revising right now, final is just around the corner.
And I must get at least a Distinction on average. Stress~
Anyway, I'm going to remain positive attitude as suggested by the learning center workshop speaker.

Owwwhh.. my freedom. I'm gonna miss u for about 3 weeks. I really will. TT^TT
All my entertainment activities.. sorry but ehem~ step aside please~!
Most welcome to my study mood, nerdy mood and wateva that will make me move towards D-grade target.
(Of course, HD-grade will b the best but ermm.. I'm trying to be more realistic. ==")
*praying for my CEs to be more kind to the students, lols*

I don't want to burn midnight oil again, it seriously sux alot.
Soo.. Study now? Wad a good idea. *grrr*

Okey~ That's all for now. So long peeps.

::FIN::

P/S:
Gonna have exams during my birthday month, I wouldn't say I feel bad, anyway birthday month sounds pretty lucky to me. Wish me all the best and good luck. ^^V
And my sista, who's going to have her big big tests after my finals, she seems so relax and enjoying her lovely dramas and music right now.. Please~ For God sake, dont come and complaint with me when it's your turn next month.. which u always do.

Working

2010-09-24T20:38:00.000-07:00

Currently working, secretly from my parents, hehehex~

My job is somehow (i feel la) kinda like those celeb who's giving autographs to the fans, fancy huh? ;)
Okkk.. actually im working as a poll clerk for my campus student union, verifying the papers for students to vote, that's why i said it was like giving out autographs to people~
When people come and vote, i at least have to sign my name 5 times for each student.

One of my colleague, Issac, said,
"Wahhhh...after this week, you can sign your name without even looking at the paper~"
I was like "yeaaa~" and "LOL" kind of expression. xDD

It's quite fun to work with nicee people~
In fact, on the first day of work, i was kinda freak out bcoz the committee look sooo freaking serious mannnn~ Only after a few days working together, then only we can like talk and laugh and stuffs la~
Hehehs! :)

Anyway, I'm just working for like a week?
About 100 bucks income. Not bad huh?
But, working took lots of my time away. ==
I think the main reason i screwed my second last presentation is mainly due to my lacking of time to discuss wif my group members. TT^TT

Mid sem break next week, but i doesnt feel like holiday-ing..
One last assignment going to due on the week after the break. X________x
Die la! :(

::FIN::

Simple vs Complicated

2010-09-15T03:06:00.000-07:00

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Now, I doubt a lot.

'Cos the world had never been simple to me.

It's way too complicated and I dun like it.

Why things have to turn out this way?

Why I cant be more courageous?

Why people around me have to doubt my doing?

I really dun wan to care...

But it's just too difficult to ignore them.

Too difficult, 'cos this is life.

The people can tell you many fancy things about their life.

And I don't wan to tell you how fancy my life is.

I dont want to tell how not fancy my life is either.

Fancy life with fancy outcome.

I dont want them.

I juz wan it to be simple.

Nothing else, just...

simple.

But making life SIMPLE is just another COMPLICATED process.

Haiizzz.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

::FIN::

Need you now

2010-09-10T10:41:00.000-07:00

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

woah woaaah.

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

I just need you now (wait)

Ooo, baby, I need you now

::FIN::

Bloody Hell

2010-09-05T09:12:00.000-07:00

Wanna get to bed so badly RIGHT NOW.
I've been a zombie for these few days because of courseworks.
Sleep EARLY in the morning and wake up EARLY in the same morning. =="
Eyes very blur, Brain oso very dead. @______X
The worst thing is the presentation (which is going to be on next 2 days) is still hanging at nowhere!! X_x
Living in this bloody hell~ *hate*

::FIN::

Suddenly Moody...

2010-08-18T06:24:00.000-07:00

This morning sitting in the library, in front of my eyes is a blank word document titled...

"assignment"
(gahh.. *rolling my eyes*)

So, I went to facebook and update my status (or specifically, my emo-ness).

Then, I came out with something like short poem, lol, and it rhymes!!

Suddenly moody...

Perhaps I'm just sleepy, since I woke up early.

My nose is being stuffy, I feel very dizzy.

Reading journals which are wordy, makes me feel more uneasy.

Staring at FB, when I should be busy...

I just can't help it, my brain is blank already.

x_________x

lolx! lame ryte? xD but this was my true feeling at that point of time.

Heyy..I didn't know that I can compose poem like this....

I'm so proud of myself mann~~ *\(^o^)/*

- being self-loved a lil, excuse me.. ;p -

::FIN::

Harsh or Harm?

2010-08-09T21:16:00.000-07:00

Received a call from a friend just now...
Quite surprised. lolx. You see, we are just "Hi-Bye" friends i.e. not close ones,and..
I've never received any call nor a single sms from her before (or specifically, we dont even have each other number XD). So yea..

Maybe you would realized now, today's post will be regarding her first call to me.
(Sorry to my buddies who may called/sms-ed me for hundreds or thousands times before and I didn't write about it, LOL, dont be mad, k? :] )
Back to the topic...

Ring..Ring...Ring...(i actually put my phone in silent mode so its vibrating instead, anyway~thats not an issue.)
"Hello?" This is me.
"He-lo? Is this (my name)?" The caller.
"Yea? Who's on the line?" First time caller, no contact shown, didn't recognize her voice.
"Is me, (caller's name)."
"Owhh~" Curious. "Ok, what's up?" Positive tone.
"Erm. Can you send me your weekly assignment? I need it. Or you can send me all your assignments..."
Stunned. "ALL??!" I was rather sure that i raised my voice. :P

"Erm, ya? Then I dont have to call you every week to ask you to send me mar.." Sounds pretty annoyed to me.
[Sorry, I hold on my own principles pretty firmly in my life, and this is way out from my margin.]
Though i felt uneasy, still, manners shall be prioritized at any circumstances.
"I can send you this week one.."And this week assignment should be done on own already, any excuse is not applicable, except Lazy.
I mean, this stuff is difficult, true but hey, when i did the assignment, I did my own research and work really hard on it, and i can proudly tell everyone in this whole world that i deserved my marks for doing my own work, and now you are asking for every piece of sweat, tears + those sleep-lack nights works that i've done, isnt' it too over?

I decided to reject her wish, well, there's no such thing as a free lunch in this world (this doesn't mean that i'm selling my works, NO. It means you have to pay "hardwork" for "HD/D/Good grade" i.e. whatever you really wish to comes true.)
"..but will I do harm to you in future? If i sent you everything?"
"......" for a second, ".. It's okay then, just send me this week's one will do. Thanks."
"Ok. Bye."

I know I've been quite harsh to reject something, and this is one thing that I always feel uncomfortable to do it. Aihs. Will I ever learn to say "No" in such situation? Which may end up being worse? Connections falling apart? *My brain thinks a lot, most of the time, as usual.* ;'(

In Facebook, she asked me where I would sent the thing, and said a weird line:

"Thx for reminding me.."

I was like "huh???" then I replied,

"Reminding?? O.o Did I?"

Then she replied again,

"Ya.. thx for reminding me tht i've to do it on my own. Thx."

"......."

I felt sorry...seriously.

I mean, the reminder is actually a polite "smoke bomb" for my selfishness.

The sentence is true but it comes from my brain instead of my heart.

Well, at least it ended up to be a harmony conclusion.

(Should I feel glad for it? I think there's no answer 'cos this is what it had became.)

But who knows?

Maybe down in the deep heart core, there's some changes within.

:) When life gives you a lemon, makes lemonade!
Since the problems in life will never disappear as I wish,
I'll just make the problem not a problem anymore
by thinking it's not a BIG deal.
That way, I can live more happily, isn't it? :]

Yea.. I shall not think too much~
Focus on my coming assignments and tests is more important, huh? *giggle*

::FIN::

p/s Actually such situation is not new (though its really RARE) to me. XD but seriously, this is the first time ever that someone thank me for saying that. Probably that's the main reason which urges me to write about it. Whoa~ This is a loooooooooooooooooooong post. Sorry if I've bored you out with my lame-ness. *wink*

Dear Friend 亲爱的朋友

2010-07-28T08:15:00.000-07:00

往事悠悠地在耳边唱着这那首歌
那首曾经是你最爱的歌
你总是轻轻唱
我跟着慢慢和
在我们拥有年轻的时刻
任凭那时光悄悄的走来又走远
我永远记得你的容颜
虽然一别几年
你纯真的笑脸
总是常常在我梦中浮现

Do you remember me?

我最想念的朋友
你是否偶尔也会想起我
Do you remember me?

我最亲爱的朋友
何时才与我共唱那首歌

词.曲.唱：江明学

::FIN::

It's Another Year.

2010-07-21T07:47:00.000-07:00

Hihi, my dear readers. I proudly announce to you that

Today....

It's STEORRASHINES' big day [21/7]~ <3


お誕生日おめでとう！！ (Houkago Tea-Time Girl Band)

SteorraShines had been established over one year already! Haha!! I think it's a good reason for me to have a virtual celebration :)

You see...Actually it's not really easy for me to keep this blog going...

Firstly. I'm a lazybum. You can see this through my blog archive. One year 365 days and my blog only have about one month quantity of blog posts. In TOTAL. lol

Secondly. I'm a typical 三分钟热度(it means "the interest of doing stuffs cannot last long", btw this is my translation 'cos i can't find an English word which suits the meaning :P) kind of person. My interest comes then i do, when it doesnt.. till death also i wont do it. LOL This is me, what to do?? *shrug*

Anyway, i believe every birthday is a big day~ It means that you survive another year already, whether you are enjoying/suffering your life. :)

So, this year SteorraShines wishes everyone to be HAPPY everyday in life.


BE HAPPY. Kobato will heal your broken heart~ (^^V)

Inside every older person is a younger person-

wondering what the hell happened!

: Cora Harvey Armstrong :

：：FIN：：

Today's 7-11 according to US date

2010-07-11T02:03:00.000-07:00

Iyya.. I'm seriously a lazybum.. haha. ok, not funny, heyy i got some question for you (dont look around, i mean you, YES, you who's reading this!).

Izit boring to read my blog?

Tell me honestly..

I promised i will not be mad. haha!

You see..I need some comments/critics to improve.

I'll try to make my blog more merrier if possible. But the problem is im not a talented one. *Too bad huh? Keke* Bear with me 'kay? I'm who i am.

Some of my frens are really good with blogging, i thought of following their steps, but then my blog wouldnt be mine alone anymore, its a ~~"follower's" blog~~ and i seriously mind this matter. I wanted my own style. That's why i design my own blog headers. I cant draw but i can customize. Borrowing others' pictures is all i can do, but i dont post the original picture straight, i tried to make it "my style". By photoshop-ing 'em. I respect the artists, and im sharing their great work to you, my dear dear readers, using my own presentation.

However, my photoshop ~~bullied~~ me. Something's wrong with it coz i cant open it anymore. This fairyland blog header is the last piece of artwork before it went wrong. Guess im not the chosen one. *Gah.. im saying it as if im in some fiction story, zz*

Today's 10 days before my blog's big day. One year anniversary. My blog slowly grow. I should grow as well? haha.

Anyway, i welcomed any of your comments/critics.

For real.

If you have any, just spit 'em out. Good or bad, like or hate.

I welcome all. :)

p/s u think i should make a surprise to celebrate my blog anniversary? lol jk jk.

::FIN::

Angel = 爱就对了

2010-07-10T01:26:00.000-07:00

《Angel》

Kate Voegele

Lyrics:

I’ve said it once and I’ll say it again
I’ve got something hanging over my head
I was laying on your shoulder
Perfectly content
Until you told me all over again

I ain’t got no sob story to write
But just like everyone else I’m living this life and
Don’t need to win me over
And there ain’t no other side
To shelter me from all the wrong where I decide

But you say we don’t mess around
You’ve got no freedom to come down
We don’t take angels from the sky
Oh no
But we don’t mess around
You’re meant to be among the clouds
Cause you’re an angel
But that’s a lie
Oh oh oh

Well I suppose you think that I’m so flattered to hear
That I’m a whispered conscience in your ear, yeah
And that’s exactly the reason that I never fit in here
Well nothings ever that black and white my dear
No

But you say we don’t mess around
You’ve got no freedom to come down
We don’t take angels from the sky
Oh no
We don’t mess around
You’re meant to be among the clouds
Cause you’re an angel
But that’s a lie
Oh oh oh

I’m not your angel darling
I’m not your angel darling
I am never gonna be

I’m not your angel darling
I’m not your angel darling
I am never gonna be

We don’t mess around
You’ve got no freedom to come around
We don’t take angels from the sky
Oh no no no
But we don’t mess around
You’re meant to be among the clouds
Cause you’re an angel
But that’s a lie (x3)

Ain’t never gonna be

《爱就对了》

S.H.E.

歌词：

总是要流一些滚烫热泪

才能换来对于爱的体会

你看世界没有毁灭心也没有碎

其他的就交给时间解决

你当然可以重新再爱

受过伤的更懂怎样爱与被爱

所以别再沉溺有他的回忆有空再回忆

离开你的只有他但是爱还在

听我说爱是对的

错的是我们还没学会爱

就急着爱人而爱错人

可是爱就对了

遇到下一个爱上就爱了

痛苦或快乐都是获得

我当然经历过你现在的感受

我想那是人必经的折磨 Yeah

也许每个人都该是某个人成长的助手

受一点苦痛帮助她成熟

听我说爱是对的

错的是我们还没学会爱

就急着爱人而爱错人

可是爱就对了

遇到下一个爱上就爱了

痛苦或快乐都是获得

别探听他的线索

别等待他会回头

爱……

不喜欢看人软弱

别继续把心封锁

别躲在伤心里头

爱……

万一来了别错过

爱是对的

错的是我们还没学会爱

就急着爱人而爱错人

可是爱就对了

遇到下一个爱上就爱了

痛苦或快乐都是获得

听我说爱是对的

错的是别人自以为懂爱

才会又爱人又伤害人

可是爱就对了

爱了就值得爱这门功课

艰深但快乐爱就对了

听我说爱是对的

错的是别人自以为懂爱

才会又爱人又伤害人

可是爱就对了

爱了就值得爱这门功课

艰深但快乐爱就对了

(爱来了别错过)

::FIN::

Holiday. Love it-Like it-Hate it.

2010-07-07T05:39:00.000-07:00

Heyy, dear readers.. How's life lately?

I'm spending my hol, erm..inefficiently? Haha, i dont know sleeping count inefficient or not.. but since i "hang out enough" (my dad's opinion which i disagree XD)... most of the time im on my bed/ in front of my lappie~
As usual holi-days, i rot while waiting for the result *cross my fingers*. I really hope i can make it. But praying do me nothing right? Lol..so contradicting.

Ok. Get away from the result thingy. Escaping reality makes me feels better. For a while at least. Talking bout my hol, i did enjoyed myself the first week. Watched 2 movies straight after my last paper with my sis.

=Nanny McPhee and the Big Bang=

=Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time=

Well, Nanny McPhee doesnt give me any new surprises, however no doubt it does let me feel relax while watching the movie, some scene are really funny too. :D

Prince of Persia was beyond my expectation. Enough action. Enough adventure. Enough romance. No doubt its thumb-up rated from my standpoint.

Next, i went hanged out with 3 of my other high school friends and my younger sis. 1 of them was a first-time-outer with us. Meeting them made me remember the old time in high school. We sat together side-by-side front and back. :) Time flies. 2 years changed us, we're all separated, diff uni, diff course, but i know time cant change our friendship. We're still friends, good friends, I appreciate the fact.

We watched 1 movie, though we planned to watch 2. One of them had to went back early (too bad~ awww.. S.Tiing! Next time try to stay longer, then we can go karaoke, ya? xD）

=The Karate Kid=

Another good movie. *thumbs up!* This movie is extremely long(about 3 hours). Very exciting to watch. The story was good. I think it's good even though its a re-produced movie (found out days after i watched the movie). It add in a lot of Chinese and Kung Fu elements compared to the previous one. They should have titled it "The KungFu Kid", it's had nothing to do with karate lo. HAHA!

During the match where Dre fight on stage with Cheng, i feel i can hardly breath. Guess i hold my breath unconsciously, hehe! My sis keep moving her body towards me, she scared wor.. omgy. Irritated, lol, like tat oso scared. Weird. She's brave enough to sit on the thrill rides when we went to amusement park, but scared a movie scene which is not frightening at all? Beh tahan her.. Lol

And i've been rotting ever since.It's not like "because i cant hang out" then i rot but... i started to feel my holiday to be kinda meaningless. I do nothing except play eat sleep. I feel uncomfortable doing that for weeks. Would you think I'mma freak / weirdo 'cause i wish to go back to school and study? Lol. I enjoy study. But not assignments nor exams. They're torturing lo. Staying at home is fine if no one keep making noise, but that seems impossible. XD At least for my case. The only time where i can enjoy silence is late midnight but i shall sleep at that time (which i didnt do so 'coz i dont wan to, imma bad kid u know? haha.)

Holiday mode: Love it first > Like the comfort > I hate you! xD

::FIN::

Exam. What a painful term.

2010-06-14T22:56:00.000-07:00

OMG.. i dunno how many days i already left my facebook and my blog un-edited~~ days? no.. i think weeks~ going on to months maybe? owhh NOOOO~

I guess my facebook hav to wait longer than my blog... U noe wat?
i actually deactivate my account. i know i cant stand if i dun do so. cruel me~ LOL

Ahh.. T__T

yess.. its exam month.

i hate it when i have to say that..

anyway, i still hav 2 more papers to go.
the first 2 doesnt go well..
i din manage to finish all questions.

Acc - i dunno why i left the question out when i know EXACTLY how to do and am pretty confident in getting full~ stupid me! 7 marks mann~ gone with the wind... shooow~ ><

Stat - Wat a big surprise!! The chief examiner decided to give us a surprise by giving us the exam out of the past standards~ Owhh yess.. the stuffs that im confident in & is pretty sure that is coming out --- doesnt comes out AT ALL.. =.=||| great.. You DID surprised me, my "lovely" biz n econ stat. *grrrr*

Hopefully, my next two will be better though... Please~ God! I still want my scholarship~~ Bettter go bac and K my books/notes/watever thats gonna make me feel and act like nerd... A genius one!

I'll survive! I'll survive! x___x

:: FIN ::

Steorra★Shines

The Abandoned

Reonning Maen (런닝맨)

Hard work not paid off

Die hard in exam

*Frus Frus*

Stressed = Desserts

My Prayer & A Student Prayer

Secret Base ~What You Gave Me~

School Sucks?

Jar Of ♥s

Kowaiii X___X

I M ALIVE!

It's holiday again. ^^

The pathway to ambition

ღ Love Life ღ

3 years OLD!

ღ★ オタ女の休日 PART II ★ღ

ღ★ オタ女の休日 ★ღ

Steorra June Post

Mothers' Day

Failure

Supposedly

What on earth is my TALENT?

Hibernate!!!! (^^)V

Typical = Good or Bad?

きせき

Demotivated

April Fool

Crap~

<< God Only Knows >>

The Border

Fair and Dilemma

Things just get tougher, dont they?

Back to School

Reunion

emoness

Off day

2011

Countdown to Christmas 2010

P-R-O-C-R-A-S-T-I-N-A-T-I-O-N

家に帰ると妻が必ず死んだふりをしています

家に帰ると妻が必ず死んだふりをしています

When I Get Home My Wife Always Pretends to be Dead

Visit

Here comes my new layout~

Ahhh..

Midnight oil. Noooo pleaseee~

Working

Simple vs Complicated

Need you now

Bloody Hell

Suddenly Moody...

Harsh or Harm?

Dear Friend 亲爱的朋友

It's Another Year.

Today's 7-11 according to US date

Angel = 爱就对了

Holiday. Love it-Like it-Hate it.

Exam. What a painful term.

Frus Frus